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Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:41 pm

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Probably.

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:40 pm

I'm probably far too clingy
For yours or my own good.
I sing the song of the lost lover
When you go away (no matter how short the time may be)
And I long for the days I can nestle into that perfect crook
In your arms.
When silence speaks for us
And a look is all it takes to make me break.
And I am probably much too reliant
On your ever caring and ever giving ways.
(Oh it’s a wonder you have not left me yet)

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CINDERELLA

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:38 pm

Others come and go,
But you have become my fairytale.
Damsel in distress lost her glass slipper.
You performed a search and rescue mission
Without faltering or giving up,
And you broke through the wreckage
And you reached me.

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LONGING (so close yet so far)

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:37 pm


Erratic beeping alarms me to morning.
A scream, a shout.
But it’s all inside my head.
Shouting, I shout so loudly.
I punch through the darkness
And I can’t help but think of you.
It never fails.
I arise and kiss the sunshine and the cold morning air hello.
Anticipation rises in me.
I long for you.
To talk to you, to feel your touch and inhale you.
Miles and miles away.
I count down the days, hours, minutes, seconds.
That moment.
I long for it.

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Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:37 pm

Sick of being bound by chains and locks-
These chains and locks that
Tangibly don’t exist.
Longingly wanting to break away,
But I find myself hesitant when it comes time
To break the chains.
I cling to every rung that is wound around me,
My salvation,
That keeps me confined so strictly.
Choking,
Laughing.
Perfect hell.

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TRUTH.

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:35 pm


We are alive,
We are in love,
And we are free;
We are more than most will ever be.

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BUCKETS.

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:35 pm


They throw the lines
And I bury the tears.
The rain serves a symbolic interlude
Of what has happened here.

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CLAUSTROPHOBIA.

Oct. 19th, 2005 | 09:34 pm

Burnt out in a little white box,
Incessant alarming
Giving out a warning.

P
U

D
O
W
N

P
U
P
U
P
U
Leaving no excuse for failure.
Except I am burning out again.

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DRAFT ELEVEN UNTITLED

Sep. 28th, 2005 | 12:10 pm

Spin me around until
My left is right
And my right is no longer wrong.
Dizzy dancing,
My world is upside down.

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DRAFT TEN UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:41 pm

I don’t understand
The means by which people get by.
Too much or too little,
We’re either underfed or obese,
Too neat or so messy that our living conditions are beyond unsanitary.
Society of extremes,
Yet not extreme enough to take a chance.

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DRAFT NINE UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:41 pm

Butterfly in a jar.
You might as well clip her wings,
You’ve already taken what they provide her with.

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DRAFT EIGHT UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:41 pm

Every question is a heart stopper,
Choking me violently.
Why can you read me?

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DRAFT SEVEN UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:39 pm

I lie by the minutes on the clock.
Tick tock tick tock.
“Fine thank you.”

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DRAFT SIX UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:39 pm

Guide me to the light I believe in,
The darkness that haunts you.
I’m chasing after something that everybody seems to be running from.
I have a destination, a purpose, a will and motivation.
And I’m forced into every direction but the one I want to be heading in,
So I play the game of trial and error
And run erratically and spasmodically
And I know people are staring,
But they always stare.
I am willing to pay the price,
More than willing to sacrifice.
So please, please, please show me the way.
Show me the way
Show me the way towards my destination,
Because I’m afraid that suddenly
My head is too blurry and my bones are too weak
And my body is going into shutdown mode
And soon my destination won’t even matter.
So before I crash and burn,
Guide me towards my hostage laced freedom.
I’ve paid the price,
So please, please, please show me the way.

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DRAFT FIVE UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:37 pm

A blinking cursor
Serving as a reminder of hollow words
And empty thoughts.
Stolen by naiveté and insecurity
Along with a soul which was apparently too weak
Too keep up with the game.
Always left alone in some way shape
Form.
Incomprehensible words and phrases and
Stringthemtogetherbecauseitdoesn’treallymatter
Now.

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DRAFT FOUR UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:36 pm

It’s no secret
How hard we try.
Success measured by dollar bills.
Dollar bills measured by minutes
Spent all too quickly.
All of it.
We breathe,
We hope.
We walk,
We hope.
We fill ourselves with the anti-Christ,
And we still hope.
The days go by and we constantly
Measure.
Morning routine
And vanity breaks down in the mirror.

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DRAFT THREE UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:35 pm

Erratic beeping alarms me to morning.
A scream, a shout.
But it’s all inside my head.
Shouting, I shout so loudly.
I punch through the darkness
And I can’t help but think of you.
It never fails.
I arise and kiss the sunshine and the cold morning air hello.
Anticipation rises in me.
I long for you.
To talk to you, to feel your touch and inhale you.
Miles and miles away.
I count down the days, hours, minutes, seconds.
That moment.
I long for it.

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DRAFT TWO UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:34 pm

Trapped, willingly.
Caffeine pills and saltines.
Reduced life.
Reduction.
Everything is about
What you want and not what other’s see.
It’s about what you see and proving everybody else wrong.
It never stops.
Crazy merry-go-round
The madness.

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DRAFT ONE UNTITLED

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 11:33 pm

Sick of being bound by chains and locks-
These chains and locks that
Tangibly don’t exist.
Longingly wanting to break away,
But I find myself hesitant when it comes time
To break the chains.
I cling to every rung that is wound around me,
My salvation,
That keeps me confined so strictly.
Choking,
Laughing.
Perfect hell.

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[21] Marginal Nonsense.

Apr. 24th, 2005 | 09:21 pm


Blown out hearts
And paper dolls.
Fading ink on torn pages.
Broken memories.
Fragile tears.
Unearthed life.
Unseen fears.

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